我总会把你戒掉。
Saturday, August 20, 2011 12:18 AM
♥ Pretty Boy.
It ends with E24A already.
The last day together was a sweet departure.
I believe we will still be together even after 3 years, wouldn't we? :)
I can't believe that I actually really cried on the last day.
I dislike change and change is nearing so fast.
People I adore leaving me so fast.
Time really flies when you are enjoying.
I can't help but to agree so much with this.
I just wish.
We would still be in contact even we are in different places, meeting different people.
Friday, August 5, 2011 11:48 AM
♥ Control.
I'm here again to vent all my anger and frustration.
I'm so sorry.
I should have known.
Since sec1, I should have known.
I should have seen it.
Whatever I say, will only piss people off.
I should have realised it.
Sadly, I failed to.
Until today, I'm so not going to argue with someone else.
Even how much I wanted to.
Nothing good comes out from my mouth.
One thing I know.
I controlled my tears that welled up in my eyes.
That's the first.
I don't want to seem like someone who cry over such a trivial thing.
I don't want to seem weak.
I don't want to seem like I can't take criticism well.
I so much wanted to curl up in bed and cry.
I simply can't.
I don't want people think that that's the way to pull me down.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011 11:55 PM
♥ Closure.
My best brother. :)
The last time I updated this space was so long time ago.
I apologise for neglecting this little space here where I was spill my emotions to.
14 weeks together E24A was indeed a memorable one.
But sad to say, everything is ending.
But sad to say, everything is ending.
I can't help but feel sad about it.
I finally found some awesome friends and we can only go this far.
Go this far as a class.
I do have to say, this bunch of people indeed made me smile and laugh alot than I used to.
I'm thankful for that, I didn't want the united bond we had to just end like this after 4mths.
Good things also do come to a end right?
Maybe I couldn't stop the school from separating us.
But future meetings, I do hope can make us stronger than before.
I have been feeling quite emotional recently.
How much I didn't want to admit it, twitter has been the only thing I can put my emotions into.
I got over it, but let's just say.
During this period, memories do come back.
I always hope things would be slightly different, if he didn't know.
Sadly to say, it didn't affect him much.
He will never know, how much it affects me even until now.
Even after 4 years.
Please let it pass. So I can go back into my normal life, without you.
Actually, there's no 'you' to start with.
It was just me all along.
But you still constantly reminds me of everything.
Everything single memory we once had, 4 years ago.
People said that forgetting some memories is hard. Truth is, remembering it always hurts even more.
