♥ Emotional me.
I can't help but feel this way.I can't help but feel that my friends have distanced themselves from me.
I can't help to see that my other friends got closer and I'm like so out of place.
I want everyone to be closer to me.
I don't want to feel so out of place anymore.
I try to use my smiles to hide how much I feel like crying.
I try to hide it so that they don't realise that I'm hurting inside.
I don't want them to know entirely that such a small thing affected me so much.
So much that even when the topic arises, I wanted to cry.
I wanted so much to let them know.
But so much so it's not up to me at all.
