♥ Distance don't matter.

Distance don't matter, do they?
When does it always happen when I want to give in my everything,
you just push me away?
When I push you away,
it makes me a whole lot guiltier.
I don't know what to feel around you.
Guilty?
Paranoid?
Bitchy?
Worried?
I like it alot when you call me silly.
Now I was wondering,
do you really want me back?
That's all I want to ask.
♥ Forbidden memories.
So much time has passed.
So much chances passed by as well.
What can be done to those chances and time that passed by?
I knew it so well by heart, that my actions are not supposed to be forgiven.
Yet, time and time again, you forgave me.
Forgave me so many times cuz you believe in me.
Yet I keep letting you down.
I'm so sorry for what I have said and done.
I know time couldn't turn back.
I know saying sorry wouldn't make everything better.
So please, dont.
Dont forgive me for what I have done.
Don't call me silly anymore.
I will miss how we are before.
Before all my harsh actions and words hurt you.