I know it's gonna be a ranting post this time.
I got many things on my mind now.
And it's spinning around.
Making me more and more frustrated.

I really want to find some answer.
I was really wondering what am I to you?
Someone for you to lean on when you're down.
Someone who's merely there you need her.
A friend who is merely a friend.
I want nothing more.
I know it's selfish to want to have you all to myself.
I actually do like the way when you say you like my type of girls.
I actually do like it when you say you miss me.
Thou I have been jokingly say I don't, you know it isn't true.
Why do I have to experience this again and again?
At the first time, when he ask me whether do I like him, I should have said yes.
Now the second time, when he ask me whether we want to meet, I should have said yes.
Maybe first, you and me would have a different ending.
Maybe second, you wouldn't end up hurting cuz you're with another girl.

How dumb I was.
Cuz there's too many maybes.
This is what I call no fate.
Even first, I said yes. You may end up with her, cuz you and her have a longer history.
Even second, I said yes. You may end up with her, cuz you know her longer.

I have lost so many people now.
What's the point of crying now?
Can you tell me now?
Tell me it's okay and don't cry?
Can you really tell me, everything will be alright?
But, everything isn't alright.

Earthlings ah. I don't think people really look at this blog anymore. Just irritating bugs and viruses. -.- Those Sally, Anne who tags at this blog who dont know what.

AHHHHH. Its past 12 now, so 1 more day to orientation. I feellike killing myself. I'm afraid for so many things. All boys class? Self intros? Argh, hate self intros the most. ): Need to sleep soon. My eyes felt like they had been punched -.- Before that, I need to scold people.

Hey, who do you think you are? Stop being a obsessed freak. You didnt let me go, you know? You just make me hate you more. I'm one xmm? Way to go. (: I don't really give a damn now, so get jealous all you want.

Now you. Yeah, I have to admit. hate your cold attitude towards me. I know I push you away when you cared for me. You know what? I really didn't want anymore misunderstandings from her. I tried this once. It's not really nice you know? I don't know how she's like, and I don't care. You're just like them. What you mean when you like me? Fuck you seriously. Don't think these words hold no meaning. Maybe just to you.

xoxo. /♥

SAMANTHA is my name! :D
25o4 is my bigbig day! :D
Uber random and hyper girl! :D
Love me, i will love you back lotsa! <3
Hate me, i hate you to th max! >[
Loving WonderGirls every minute to my death.
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