人本来就寂寞的，
我总会把你戒掉。
Monday, January 30, 2012 10:25 PM
♥ 你还记得 孩子气的我吗?
A new year , a new start.
New friends, new relationships, new problems.
How am I supposed to brave through this year without any hiccups like last year?
Secondary school life seem to have more hiccups than poly life.
And I wish I can go back in time.
Because I miss the times when I'm young without any worries.
And now I have met you people.
Things are now a little more complex than usual.
Saturday, October 8, 2011 11:28 PM
♥ Emotionally attached me.
Again, I got something on my mind.
I get it off my mind, on how differently you treat me.
Please stop leading me on. Stop please.
I cannot stop myself from wondering what you are doing every single day.
Your morning texts are what I look forward to every morning.
Late night msn sessions with you.
Even though all we talked was us being bored.
And I was pretty sure, you got other girls entertaining you.
One was just one of the boring ones.
Dont appear to care for me.
Cuz I cannot let myself being led on anymore.
You led me far enough.
Isn't this enough?
I owe you. Like you owe.
I dont want us to be talking cuz the stuffs we owe each other.
I want you to talk to me, cuz you want to.
Please. Dont led me on anymore.
Thursday, September 29, 2011 1:18 AM
♥ Regrets.
Another boring day.
I'm living my life like a zombie.
Why does it have to be this way?
I'm seriously one big idiot.
Wrong words come out of my mouth.
Why can't I control them?
Why can't I use my brain to think before I speak?
Why do I always have to mess up things?
Stupid, don't mind my words please.
I know I was wrong to say all those.
I'm just joking.
Why do I have to say all those?
Why am I so dumb?
WHY.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011 2:12 AM
♥ 新岁只是我自己.
Again, long time since I last posted.
I post only when I have many stuffs on my mind.
Who to cheat?
This place is my refuge.
I really dont get you at all.
You are hot one moment.
Cold one moment.
I keep feeling this distance between us.
I told myself not to be emotionally attached to you.
Yet I failed.
I feel so inferior around you.
I never feel this before, and why are you making me feel like this?
I haven't entirely fall for you, maybe just a little emotionally attached to you.
Don't make me feel emotions I had never felt for the past 2 years.
Forget it.
I'm stronger than you think.
The heartbreak I had, was more heartbreaking than you can think.
Just don't treat my heart , like a toy again.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011 10:07 PM
♥ Little miracles.
Let's just say.
I think major problems is going to surface once again.
After a so-called peaceful year.
I had been telling myself, I can never get attached to him. Emotionally.
But I'm getting slowly sucked in.
I not sure which words of his are real and fake..
What the shit is happening to me?
I really need to keep my distance a little.
But with him, texting me morning everyday.
Makes me happy each day, even his morning texts aren't really happy.
I think I'm screwed.
I just have to say.
Don't play with my once broken heart, please.
Thursday, September 1, 2011 1:31 AM
♥ Wrong signals.
Updating this space once in awhile, has becoming a really bad habit.
A peaceful year is passing by.
September is here.
Fast right? How time flies.
Yet, another frustrating thing happened.
What the shit is this, when I wanted a peaceful year?
I find myself getting emotionally attached to you.
I don't want this to happen again.
What if you're like him?
You end up throwing me aside once again, when we are close?
I don't wanna think about the future.
Cuz I know for me, good things never seem to last. AT ALL.
Saturday, August 20, 2011 12:18 AM
♥ Pretty Boy.
It ends with E24A already.
The last day together was a sweet departure.
I believe we will still be together even after 3 years, wouldn't we? :)
I can't believe that I actually really cried on the last day.
I dislike change and change is nearing so fast.
People I adore leaving me so fast.
Time really flies when you are enjoying.
I can't help but to agree so much with this.
I just wish.
We would still be in contact even we are in different places, meeting different people.
